the other night when because of hurricane sandy we couldn't-- we couldn't ask people to come in here as audiences, i kind of got excited about that. >> rose: that's great. you got excited about the fact. and you went out and said there's no audience. >> i wanted to see what that was like. and then we did it two nights. that was good. to do it one night would have been no good because then the second night i knew what to expect. and then okay, so we did that. so i-- i look forward to that. i mean i'm sorry for the circumstances, obviously. >> but it was a new challenge. >> uh-huh. >> there is the sense that for a while you were a loner. >> a loner. >> a drifter. a man wanted in several states. >> rose: that's right. a man who would get in his porsche and drive up there at speeds beyond light. >> yeah. >> rose: but also -- >> a-- syke path. multiple personalities. >> rose: i man who had obsessions of owning lat lots of land in montana and snt barts. >> collected jars of his own urine. >> rose: i thank you, it's a pleasure. >> well, thank you. honestly, i'm so grateful. and i just want